Neverland

My dear Shelley,

     Can you please tell what is it you actually want for life? Why do you repeatedly make the same mistakes over and over again. I thought you realized your weakness back in 2007, but what are you doing right now? I loved you insolence back then. Laissez-faire, leave everything to itself, leave your feelings to yourself. Why are you becoming less and less mature as time goes by? Is this supposed to be sarcastic? You were supposed to be completely fine, but you just had to ruin this for yourself. Now, what are you supposed to do? You have so much work to finish. You simply can't procrastinate. You can't waste your time on anything or anyone. She is right. If you keep your attitude, you are bound to suffer great loss.

     一轉眼又快到了我的生日，自從三、四年前就覺得生日沒什么意思。還記得小學的時候天天數着日子，還差三天、兩天、一天……而如今卻一點也不期待生日。02月11日，這個日子對大多人都沒什麽紀念的價值，也不知我的朋友會有幾個記得。Brigitte貌似從來都沒有記得過，年年的忘記>.< 嘻嘻，發這篇文章，祝我生日快樂，有生之日都快樂……

既然是在中文網站上寫博客，我還是多用中文吧。以前在新浪寫了幾個月的博客，更新的一直很慢很慢，後來發現了這個網站，也就不去新浪了。我本來想把新浪博客的那篇文章搬到這裏來，後來覺得那裏的圖片沒整理好，索性重新整理一遍。這裏相册的容量只有200MB，不是很多喔，我才有2篇文章就占了2%，以後可能要找一個站外的相册啦。

聖塔莫尼卡 （英語：Santa Monica）是美國加利福尼亞州洛杉磯縣的一個城市，位於太平洋沿岸，洛杉磯市以西，是一個度假勝地和住宅區。2000年人口84,084人。

     I decided to make my first post "Happy Thanksgiving." Not much has happened in the past few days. Since my dad's in Shenyang, China right now, I had to celebrate Thanksgiving with my mom. Dad is coming back to U.S. around December 10th and is staying seven to ten days. I think he and his collegues are coming for a meeting. Thinking back, my dad has missed most of my childhood. When I was a toddler, he worked in Luoyang and then Shenyang. I grew up in Shanghai until elementry school when I moved to California. Because of this experience, I've never had an intimate father-daughter relationship. I never talk to him about any of my problems or ask him for advice; however, I've always admired him. He, on the other hand, provided all of my living expenses and basically fulfilled all my demands.

     I guess I went off topic again. Well, I didn't do much except eating turkey. I didn't even go shopping on Black Friday because I had nothing to buy. My laziness and procrastination has grown exponentially these days. Because Lucy brought brownies to school the other day, I decided to make some by myself. I've never really loved chocolated-flavored desserts, but it's winter, I need some fat.